Sunday, September 16, 2007
Q: Why are you still in NPCC?A: PassionHow standard that answer is. Practically every NPCC-enthu person I ask that question to, that will be theire response. Can they get more specific?
Maybe they can't...or maybe they just do not know a little psychology.
Whatever it is, my 'passion' for NPCC is burning out (for now). Somehow that word "NPCC" doesn't have as much impact on me as it had in the past. I'm losing it...or maybe I'm losing the reason for the passion that I had for NPCC. Then again, maybe there are also other causal factors...
My priority has shifted. Teaching is my top priority now. It consumes so much of me that any free time I have, I would prefer to take it as my resting time. I am not that old, so I can't say that fatigue consumes me easily.
I love my pupils, much more than they reciprocate that love (some of you get what I mean). As irritating and as stupid as they are, and as angry I could get with them...deep in me I sympathise with them. When I found out about their family background etc, it just saddens me. I will work to what my will-power worth, and hope to strive for their improvement.
I am living a tough life, they are living a tougher life...and moreover in the future. Will I make a positive difference in their life? Well, I can only do what it takes and till then...time will reveal.
"To Love, To Live, To Learn...To Leave a Legacy!"
spoke at : 21:16