Dilemma
School's about to start next Monday. The thought of it made me think back about NPCC...about what happened last semester due to it.
I survived my semester last year with barely passing marks - I have no A's...something which made me wake up a little. It made me wonder, will this semester be the same?
NPCC occupy a large part of my life. With no implication about being a lao jiao whatsoever (cos there are so many more out there with up to >40 years service), I've been with the CCA coming close to 10 years now. The question is...why am I still serving it...actively?
I don't have a definite answer to that question...or maybe I am just afraid to answer it.
Many term
"passion" as the reason...as to answer the question
"Why?". But I feel,
passion is a result of another reason...which answers the question "Why?". Passion is the effect, it is the consequence, the reaction...of another cause, another action. But that's just my hypothesis.
To prove it true...for now I would simply say I can put a question "Why?" to the reason of "passion". I wonder if anyone reading this can prove my hypothesis otherwise.
The answer to that question will provide me the exact reason I need to be more focused on my academics, and less on NPCC.
With sheer will-power, determination and discipline - values which were enforced by that very CCA I am passionate about - will I be able be less active in NPCC for my upcoming semester? That question will be answered throughout the process of my semester.
The Honourable Villain says...he hopes to see "A"s in his next semester.
spoke at : 17:42